I’m in a funk.And I’m trying my damnest to get myself out of it!
I had wine – I enjoyed it. But my tolerance sucks! I can barely finish a glass!
I also took a bath – I needed it. I only wish our bathtub wasn’t so tiny but oh well.
I went to a massage yesterday, and I think it was the best one I had in my life! (I’ve been going regularly for almost 2 years so that’s saying a lot). I am a bit sore from my massage, but it’s definitely a good sore. And it really helped loosen those stress knots I have been carrying for the last while. Only downfall is, is that I can already feel the stress starting to pile up on my shoulders (and right arm) again, but I can only go to the massage therapist once a week.
I have also been eating a lot of not so healthy foods lately, so I went to the grocery store yesterday and tried to stock up on good healthy eats. And today I’m drinking a decaff coffee as a Tuesday morning treat.
I was supposed to have started my doxy -but I keep forgetting. I came into work and thought DAMN i forgot my antibiotics again. Ugh. I don’t think this will be a big issue, but I will check with the nurse today when I go in for my ultra sound. I need to just put the pill bottle in my purse today after work so I can take it at work.
In the last 3 weeks or so my baby related events I am included in are:
- 2 baby birthdays
- 1 baby shower
- 1 baby birth welcoming
- 1 meet my new baby
Whew I’m tired just thinking about it. Will it ever be my turn?
My OPK sticks have been so annoying! I ordered a box from Costco – $37 bucks! and they are broken. I get a question mark on it every time I pee. I might have taken it back to get a refund any other week, but I’m feeling lazy and tired. I have some cheapie opk sticks but they are coming up blank too. I think my body is just not its normal self yet so I will probably have to take the dreaded HCG shot again.
Anyway, I’m done ranting. I will be more positive in my next post, I will! I have my ultra sound this afternoon so hopefully I will hear some good news, and feel more upbeat. Thanks for listening!